Strange Place

It's a strange place to be in.

To be on the verge of not wanting to live anymore.

I wonder why my body is reacting this way.

There must be some reason, I guess.

I hope i find it and be happy.

Maybe i won't be happy 

And I don't know if that's okay

Sometimes all i just want is a tiny bit of happiness

Just to go on and relax

But somehow i seem to miss it

It's a struggle

It's a struggle to feel little happy.

Issue is i don't know what helps me and what doesn't. Diet wise. But I'm hopeful that I'm close to a solution. I just want to know why I feel the way i feel.

Miss you

Why do I feel so sad about you?
Why do I miss you always?
Why do I crave for you?
Why do I feel like you are always with me?
Why is it so painful missing you?
Why do I feel incomplete without you?
Why do I feel lost without you?
Why do I feel pointless without you?
Why do you feel like struggling without you?

Will I ever breathe okay?
Will I ever feel okay?
Will I always be sad?
Can I just stop living?
Why do I miss you more and more?
Is this all normal?
Or is it just me?
and just me?