If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing.
There are things that obstruct me from love and unity.
I feel sad and terrible when I am like that.
Hopefully, I will feel better soon.
Nothing feels good when I am like this.
Nothing is good enough to strive for.
I don't know if its gluten or the lack of yoghurt.
What is the science behind all of this?
My project didn't work well yesterday.
Couldn't go to gym or badminton due to muscle pain.
Didn't have enough yoghurt and I don't feel good.
I have to keep trying today though. What other option do I have?
When I don't have fermented yogurt timely, I feel dead and dry.
Without it I feel like I have lost the essence of life.
No ability to love or live.
After all, milk is considered as Amrit in Ayurveda.
Even though I am severely lactose intolerant, I start feeling low once I don't consume enough dairy products. The irony of it all. I am running on lactose free milk for now. I need to make good yogurt at home which I can hopefully tolerate better.