Can one live without love?

Is it possible to live without love?
It feels like only love can free us
Yet, why do we find it so hard to love?
Why are we so forgotten about love?
Why are we not in tune with the universe?
Why are we not flowing in time?

Maybe, we should love again
To flow again, like a river
To be one with the ourselves
And the universe
And the beautiful life

I should get back to love
For I can't seem to breathe without it
I was in love once, and I missed that feeling
Maybe it is the truth that I am missing
I have to love and keep my ring promise
That I had made to my younger self

He was happier and content
Maybe I am missing on love, and the promise
But I should get back to it
As early as I can

For maybe, the garden of eden is here and now,
and maybe, we should feel it again.

Ear Pain

Digestion, bloating, bacteria and ear pain are linked.

Hope

In a logical world, I should stop trying and die

But my heart wants to live somehow

And there is this sadness that I can't part with

I don't know if I'll find the cause and be okay

I'm tired of this life

I'm not able to do anything positive

Everything is hard

There's no love in my heart

Maybe god will heal me

Maybe he will let me find the cause of all this pain

I shall keep up the hope that someday I'll feel alright