The beauty of it all

Love is like that.

Loves you in an instant.

Heals you in an instant.

Makes you everything in an instant.

Everything there is.

Just like that. 

A beautiful moment.

Now and Nothing else.

Maybe the most valuable thing we all share.

Sometimes even without us realizing it all.

 

Sometimes we deviate

Either because of the unrealized love

Or because we can't

But still it stays beautiful in the end

Whatever we are, whatever we were,

Whatever we might be, it never changes

Love stays the same.

Nothing can harm it.

It is always there. For all of us to realize.

For some of us it won't be easy.

For some of us it might be easy but we might not realize it.

 

The completion of everything.

The oneness of life.

The divinity and purity of existence.

The ever healing fountain of elixir.

Simple yet elegant

Like you and me, in love

Will I be banished again?

Will we be banished again?

from the heavenly garden of Eden?

I pray for not.

 

For what is existence without love?

For what is existence without you?

For what else matters in this world other than it all?

Broken Soul

Sometimes I feel so broken to the soul. Because of my past and because of how the way things have been for me.

Why does it have to be like that?

Why does it have to hurt?

It's been seven years.

Time has flown away.

Without me realizing it all.

 

Why does it have to hurt still?

Is it fair? Was anything fair at all?

I know it has hurt us both. Many a times.

But why didn't we find each other at all?

Was it just because of me and me?

 

Why didn't you express yourself?

I will never know.

Why does it always have to be me?

Asking you and getting hurt, again and again.

Why does it have to be that way?

It's not fair.

 

Why didn't you just tell?

You could have. Things would have been better with you.

But you never did. And I wonder why.

I can't just guess and decide you know.

Not after what we had been through.

It has always been "never saw you like that"

And so I was confused.

Twice. But you could have just said.

And it would have all worked out.

I would never know why you never did.

It hurts me still. And I don't know if it should.

Now of all times.

But it just does. I just wish we had it worked out.

I just wish you had just told me then.

 

After all the seven years, I find myself telling you

and still it doesn't work out.

I thought after all these years, maybe this is our time.

Maybe I have enough karma.

Maybe I have had enough for my sins and of my curses.

 

And it's only me bleeding now.

It is not fair. Not a bit. Not at all.

I wish it was all different. I just wish.

I know it doesn't change. But still I just wish.

I wish I never met you.

Never talked with you.

Never loved you.

 

Seven years it's been. But somehow I find myself missing you now.

Why does it have to be like that?

Why does it have to always hurt me like that?

Why do I have to cry about you all the time like that?

Why can't God see what we have been through?

It's not fair.

I just wish. And I just wish.

Maybe in our next life, our love be stronger than our egos.

That we find each other somehow.

For us to be together.

For you have always been part of me.

Stay happy.

And keep smiling.

Miss you good old love.

Miss you.

Karma

Doing my karma in a non real universe.

Heaven and three hells