This is a rough feeling

It's a rough feeling

Knowing you don't feel well

But you don't know how to feel well

Or why you feel sick

It's rough

You want to love

But you can't

Everything you see is in gray

There's not any hope

Just darkness and pure gray

Someday I'll find an answer

And all of this will end

For good

Forever 

One day less

One day less

Somehow

I'll try to push

As far as I can

I'll push as far as I can

I want this to stop

All of this to end

End myself

For i can't take the pain anymore

One day less

Just one day less

Maybe Forever

I thought I'll be able to love everything and everyone

And get away with it

But i failed

Yet sometimes I'm happy

And I'm able to love like that

Like now

And maybe forever

Soon