Suicidal

Wheat makes me suicidal(after some time).

Emotional and Numb

I feel both emotional and numb

With varying degrees

With varying periods

Emotional makes me think about the past

Numbness makes me feel nothing

I don't know if this is the way I'm supposed to breathe

If it's good or bad

If bread is good or bad for me

Maybe it is

Maybe it isn't

I truly don't know

Because I have both depth of emotions

And lack of emotions at the same time

I don't know what to stick with