Dec 10, 2021

I don't want

I don't want anyone to have what I have.
I don't want anyone to feel the way I do.
I don't want anyone to struggle the way I do.
I miss the feeling of love.
Unable to love, I feel like I'm lost.
I feel like a person without much feelings.
I feel like something that simply exists but isn't alive.
I feel dead. But I know others are alive.
I want to be like that.
I want to be happy.
I want to be good.
I want to be able to love.
I want to be able to experience pleasure.
I want to just live.

I don't wish this for anyone.
Why haven't we solved this till now?
Where is love and magic?
Why haven't we healed ourselves from this darkness?
What did we do wrong?