Jun 24, 2026

Flight Test

I am trying to take off with my flight today. I am more hopeful this time. The vessel is much more robust and strong. It should help me survive the storms, as long as I abandon it. I should stick with it. Hopefully, it will go better this time.

I need to fix things. I feel left behind.

Jun 16, 2026

Tapering

 I had to cut my dosage of SNRI from 50mg to 25mg yesterday as prescribed and I have been in living hell since. I have to fight it out. I keep getting negative thoughts and I am tired. I am planning to have a bath in some hot water. Maybe tonight will be better.