Storms

I'm sailing through a storm. Support is low. I'm confused about what helps and what to stay away from. I have to follow the safe route and hope my mind stays resilient. What else can I do? I need to heal my mind. I need to calm my mind. Then only can I survive this storm. The journey will be official soon. Hopefully it won't bring in more pressure. I hope I'm not stupid.

Draining

The mornings have become draining and exhausting. I don't know if the tapering of the medicine or the stupid gluten I had earlier this week. Or if i am needing to have more yogurt daily. What I do know is that I am tired of this life. It's too hard to live by.

I am hoping this stupid feelings will go away slowly as I stay away from gluten.

Lack of proof and the struggles

 Yesterday, I struggled to sleep at night since I had both coffee and didn't have enough yoghurt. When I felt chaotic I had some biscuits and I got to say I felt crazy the whole day today. I don't have any proof for this gluten thing though. Yet I feel sad and disgusted by myself and how I feel. I don't know what else I can do but to avoid gluten and try to be happy and content. I am angry and irritated.

Authentication

The more I work with software, the more I learn that I don't know much about best practices for user authentication. No wonder people prefer to use cloud authentication platforms. Also, it's always better for such systems have inputs and audits from many entities and personnel.