I simply can't
Depression is revealing itself
Together with all the emotional mess it can bring in
I truly hope this stops with me
I'm tired
Is it all my fault?
That I'm missing you
That I'm missing happiness
That I feel like I was always a mess
That I was never happy
Even with you
That I am blue
And cold like ice buried under
Why is it taking me places with you?
Why do I have to miss you?
Why do I have to miss all the happiness in this world?
Isn't it cruel?
Should I cry?
And i know even that won't help
Not a bit
Not a tiny bit