I am trying so hard to feel okay without the medicines. But it might not happen. I am seeing if casein is giving me the issues. It could be. It could not be. Or it could be just gluten or lactose. I have to keep and open mind. I have to try again. And if it doesn't work, go back promptly to medicine. No point in struggling. Even though medicine isn't perfect, its a better state than this I feel.