Depression

I am back in the blue tent
And I think this time it could be the casein or the lactose
But whatever it is, the sadness is true
It is there. Covering me like snow.
I can see things but then I feel sad.
There is no pleasure.
I am listening to Storms by Fleetwood Mac,
and I gotta say that the song is very relatable for me

Maybe we all are lost and in search of a shore
Like a ship lost in a storm
Or it's just few like us who wander the
depths of the human mind
Without knowing where to go
where to move
We get stuck in the emotional chaos
Due to one or the other reasons
I truly wish we were together
Would have been easier for me to
part the seas

Now I am low
And I don't want this
Maybe it will go away
I should stop testing casein
I feel sad
Very sad