I have this me, who is all evil.
Pure evil that I would rather not stay conscious.
I think I know the reason now.
I am not sure, but maybe it is.
It is different from sadness in that I feel entirely different, not sad anymore, just evil.
Darkly evil and wicked.
Just feeling to get intoxicated constantly.
Not because I am sad but to rather not be consious at all,
The evil me laughs at myself
And everyone
It's like this predator that I don't hold a control of,
Destroying everything that stands in its way.
There's no joy or love anymore,
Just pure evil and sin.