Every dirt tears me apart to the core.
My skin bleeds with every dirt and imperfection.
Note Added Later (Thursday, 3 July 2025 12:09:52):
I had some butter as part of green peas masala for dinner, and I am assuming that caused or started all the chaos for reasons not scientifically known to me. Either the lactose leading to bacterial imbalance is causing slight inflammation in my small intestinal lining(Marsh 1 Inflammation) leading to depression, or the undigested lactose could also be affecting the production of serotonin.
I am unsure at the moment of what exactly is causing the issue. It could be casein too. Gluten gives me a burning sensation, but I am continuing with it since I feel it makes me a lot more lively and happy for now. I am on medicine too. So can't really say for sure.
Note Added Later (Thursday, 3 July 2025 12:09:52):
I had some butter as part of green peas masala for dinner, and I am assuming that caused or started all the chaos for reasons not scientifically known to me. Either the lactose leading to bacterial imbalance is causing slight inflammation in my small intestinal lining(Marsh 1 Inflammation) leading to depression, or the undigested lactose could also be affecting the production of serotonin.
I am unsure at the moment of what exactly is causing the issue. It could be casein too. Gluten gives me a burning sensation, but I am continuing with it since I feel it makes me a lot more lively and happy for now. I am on medicine too. So can't really say for sure.